Nights has been hard. The time spent alone on bed at night trying to sleep is the most difficult thing. Even harder than striking A in exams

Gf once told me, don't leave me alone for more than 3 days after a quarrel. I will just let go of this relationship and forgets everything. And always after a couple of days, we would go back and work things out. It's always over small matters though. Today is the 4th day we have not seen each other. Last time, I would usually just pop by over at her house and she will be happy to see me there for her again. Or even wait outside her house at 645am, just to surprise her with a breakfast and bringing her to work.

I really wanted to do all these things again and I know she miss me alot alot too. The feeling I have now is really killing me soon. I MISS YOU ALOT DEAR! CAN YOU HEAR ME! REALLY ALOT! My phone is too quiet that my ringtone is turning dusty soon.

Gf once told me, What's yours is yours. What not yours no point forcing.

But I really wish that she is reading this.
Destiny and fate falls in our on hands. It's up to us to make things happen. We decide our path and who we want to be with. If we choose to let it go, no one can help us win it back.
Nothing is impossible.

I am using this now.