I reach home @ 0112 hrs . 1:12 am .

You should be sleeping ba ? Don't wanna wake you up because of vibration of phone .

SAYANG .

The sky didnt even wanna help me .

crying so hard making life so difficult for me to continue walking alone .

Half an hour without you KILLS me . TOTALLY .

no pillar .
no support .
just alone . In the big big winds blowing .

SHIVERS .

I know you love me and i am ur everything .

I hate myself .

Now that you have lean and put all of you inside me .

i didn't see it till now .

Now you are alone without me .

I am so helpless wheneva i think of it when i close my eyes .

You need me so badly in ur life .

Yet we couldn't do anything about this .

I am worried .

super worried till i can't stop thinking about wad you be doin .

Can you see how i feel ?

Can you see my pain so real ?

When i think of you . i dunno what to do .

When can i see you again .

Life so down when your love is not around .

I miss you . BADLY .