http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w5hYlMPqivw

The longer I listen to this song, the nicer it gets.

信 - 火燒的寂寞

I can still remember the smiles you had.
the times you wanted to pinch me when I say something funny.
Only the happy times surface in my mind, even though we got many sad memories.

I would even smile to myself while driving,
before sleep and see things around that reminds me of us.

I hope you are too, really. Smiling and doing well.

To crush on someone take seconds.
To woo someone can take weeks.
To fall in love will take months.
To trust someone will take years.
To let go and forget someone you love will take, forever.

I am still surprise, between our 5 years and him, you chose him instead.
Instead of hurting him, you chose to hurt me instead.
Instead of telling him you still love me, you told me you can't hurt him.
Instead of understanding me and talk everything out,
you told him everything and shut me out.

the last few weeks with you, it was sweet.
times i help u applying creams, bought dinner for you and quietly sitting there while u munch off.

Sitting there seeing you text him, knowing you meeting him,
knowing you have started a relationship without really ending this one,
I have learnt what all guys can't do and will never do. Tolerance and giving in. (:

I guess I will never have the strength or ability to do it again for someone else.. .

285 days  without you around beside me;
The sad thing is, I can't love you openly anymore and we can't turn back time.
The happy thing is, even if you shattered my heart into pieces,
I will still quietly love you and wish you well with the small broken pieces.

3 more days. my life could have been so different if you have treasured our relationship more and how i wish I could hold on for longer .. hope you are well. (:

9 more days. How I really wish it could have been.

Mohombi - Letting Go